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Counting down until Christmas, favorite time of the year! <3

1. Congratulations, you must feel like you’re on top of the world. I bet hurting me made you feel real great, didn’t it? Your friends probably think you’re the shit, don’t they? Well congrats, you’re just like all of them.

2. “I love you.” Don’t say that. Just don’t. Because I’ll believe it. We’ll say all these cute thing to each other, and I’ll go to bed smiling every night. We’ll have those “I love you more” fights. And then one day you’ll wake up, and decide that you don’t love me anymore; just like that, and take it all back. And don’t tell me you won’t because you will, just like he did.

3. Most people understand and know the feeling of being played. Being played by a boy you would do anything for. A boy that you love a lot. A boy that makes you smile just by texting you “hey.” A boy that you had something with. A boy that constantly made you laugh and smile. A boy that stopped texting you one day. A boy that started ignoring you, acting like he didn’t know you, and acting like you never had something. Most girls know that feeling. Most girls wish they could give that boy up. Most girls can’t give that boy up, and never will.

4. You’re not friends because you sit together at lunch, or talk on the phone, or have matching flip flops, or can recite each others wardrobes. You’re best friends because when she smiles, a grin forces itself across your face, no matter how mad you are. When she cries, you instantly feel her pain and want to cry with her. When you look her in the eyes, you know there is on one you could ever trust more, regardless of how many broken hearts you’ve had. That’s what it means to be best friends.

5. “You can do better. You deserve so much more.” In reality, you’re right. But sometimes when you love, you love the person for who they are despite what they have done wrong to you. That’s what love does to you. It’s not about who you deserve, it’s about who you want, who you need, and who you love.

6. I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew I’d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for hurting me, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and hoped that you saw me in the hallways, looking down at the floor and just know that I missed you. Because I thought you missed me too, you just didn’t know what you wanted. But, I finally realized that you didn’t miss me at all, that I was definitely not what you wanted, and that i never meant that much to you anyway.

7. You want a girl “sweatpants, hair tied, chillin’ with no make up on” but when she walks right past you- you holla at the how with the miniskirt, looking like she colored her eyes with black magic marker. Make up ya damn mind.

8. You’re the reason my cell phone is glued to me at all times, the reason why I’m always checking if I leave it for more than a second, the reason I keep it on loud at night time, I don’t care how late or early it is, there’s not a point in my day where I never want to talk to you.

9. Why should I wear makeup? Why should I do my hair? It’s not like tomorrow you’ll suddenly start to care.

10. She’s a slut, she’s like Wi Fi without a password, everyone enjoys it.

11. Oh, I didn’t tell you? It must have been none of your fucking business then.

12. Faithful on your wall, but cheating in their inbox. 

13. Twinkle twinkle little whore, you’re cheaper than the dollar store.

14. Eenie meenie miney moe, caught you cheating with that hoe. You tried to lie to my face, think again, you’ve been replaced.

15. Sometimes its tough being a girl. If you hate a pretty girl, people think you’re jealous. If you like an older guy, people will call you a slut. Whenever you get into an argument with your best friend, no one will care and say, oh you’ll be friends tomorrow. And when you fall for the right person, everyone else thinks he’s wrong for you.

16. Don’t say you miss me when it’s your fault I’m gone.

1. Cause I know if I’m falling, you won’t let me hit the ground. If the boat is sinking, I know you won’t let me drown. No matter what anyone could say, this is the only place for me. And no one could ever take that away, nothing could come between us.

2. I’m so scared that I’m going to fall in love with you. You say things that make my heart beat so hard I think it tries to make an escape for you. You say things that linger in my mind constantly, floating around my ever crowded head. But to you I am a no one, just a girl who happens to have appeared and shaken up your world slightly. Your feelings for me do not extend past your penis, you probably don’t even think about me at all. And I told you I hated you, and you told me that I could never hate you. And you were right. Everything you’ve said about me, every opinion has been right. My heart is yours; I just wish my head had consented to this exchange a little better.

3. Congratulations, you won. I have finally stopped trying. You are out of my life. Probably forever. But just remember, that when you realize that you lost your best friend, it was your fault. Don’t you dare try and pin this on me. I have done my fair share of messing up, but this one, it’s not my fault whatsoever.

4. And you thought I couldn’t do this without you, but guess what, I sleep great at night now. I don’t hurt because you’re not here. I just had to learn to accept it and move on, and I did. But you, you’re the one who keeps crawling back. So next time you think “oh hey, she’s happy, gotta mess that up,” it’s not gonna happen, because this time, you’re not gonna get what you want. This time, I’m gonna get what I want and what I want, is not you.

5. So what if I’m a bitch? You’re a whore, and quite frankly, I’d rather be known for what I did than who you did. 

6. You had me at hello and lost me in goodbye. I guess everything in between was a lie.

7. Don’t talk to me because you’re “bored.” I’m not here to entertain you. And don’t come to me only when you need a favor. I don’t like being used. Just get the fuck away cause I’m not going to be your last resort. I want someone to talk to me because they sincerely want to. Those kind of people are worth my time.

8. Eventually you’ll understand that there was a reason he walked away, there’s a reason he didn’t call and didn’t fight for you when you would have done anything for him, eventually you’ll see past his bullshit and you’ll be able to see right through the guy you once thought couldn’t possibly hurt you. One day you will see.

9. You wonder why I don’t talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say it’s not that I don’t want to, it’s just that everything I want to say I can’t tell you anymore.

10. I feel comfortable around you. When I was with you, I didn’t have to be perfect. I didn’t even have to try for perfect. You already knew all my secrets. The things I kept hidden from everyone else. So I was able to finally just be myself. Which probably shouldn’t have been such a big deal. But it was..

11. Me: I’m going to stop being fat now

      Exercise: Lol

      Healthy food: Lol

      Pizza: I’m here for you

12. Girl, don’t you ever give up. I know your heart may be breaking, and I know you might feel like you can’t go on without him. Trust me, I know how it all feels. But do you think his heart is breaking over you? Do you think he’s wasting his days away, laying in bed thinking of the good old times? No. He’s going to move on with his life. And guess what? You are too. You are going to super glue your heart right back together, and go on with life. With or without him. And someday, there will be a new guy. Maybe this guy will be the one, or maybe he will just be a temporary guy. But either way, you will move on. To much better things. But for now, you need to get up and forget about the guy who forgot about you. 

13. My boyfriend is like a trampoline. I don’t have one.

14. You want to know what makes me love you more than I loved him? It’s because when he got me I was perfectly unused, I was fearless and a hopeless romantic. When you got me I was battered and bruised, afraid of the world, and cynical about love…yet you didn’t leave.

15. You really want to know what happened to us? I was sick of dealing with all your bullshit. Half of the time what we had was amazing, you gave me butterflies and I was so comfortable around you. But that was only half the time, the other half you acted like a bipolar asshole. One day you loved me and the next it was like you couldn’t even stand to be around me. I opened my eyes kid, I don’t deserve someone like you and honestly, I feel so sorry for the next girl because she will be left broken.

16. An ex telling you “let’s stay friends”, is like having a kidnapper tell you to “keep in touch”.

1. I know he was the one from the first time I laid eyes on him. He was quiet and shy when I approached him. But it was something in his eyes that caught me off guard. He was looking at me, genuinely looking at me, and he cared about what I was saying. He touched my hand and it sent chills through my body. His laugh made me laugh, his smile made me smile. I’ve never been a hopeless lover or anything, but I think I saw sparks fly,

2. Wouldn’t it be ironic if at this very moment you were thinking of me, as I’m thinking of you?

3. Do your heart a favor, love. Let him in. Let him take you by the hand. He’s going to wrap you in his arms and you’ll never feel the same. He’s going to teach you every dip and every turn. He’s going to love you and you’re going to let him. Just give him the chance and you’ll soon learn that you’re falling for him just as quickly as you promised you never would.

4. Help me please. These memories are killing me. What does it take to get you out of my head? How do I forget the words that you said? So I’ll turn on the music and listen to it loud. Block out these thoughts with these beats and sounds. Maybe one day I’ll begin to feel alright. Maybe one day we can make it right.

5. I love you. I love you not just because you’re adorable or because you’re sweet, or because you’re my best friend. I love you because you make me step outside myself and look at who I really am. You make me want to be a better person, just because you are who you are. I can tell you absolutely everything, and I know you will always listen.

6. I think I understand. I think the reason you “like” me so much, the reason you miss me and want me around you is because I put up with you. I put up with what others don’t. It all makes sense to me now. You push me down and do mean things and I still stick around because face it, I love you. I push all those things aside and still want to be with you while others may get pissed off and that’s why you like me. I just don’t understand why that’s not enough for us to be together. Can’t you see how much I’d do for you?

7. I’ve put up with all your bullshit and lies, the least you can do is look me in the eyes.

8. I couldn’t do it anymore. I couldn’t handle the emotional pain that you have been putting me through anymore. Even though you refuse to admit to doing anything wrong and you probably never will admit to it. I’m not sorry for anything. Looking back we’ve both messed up. We’ve both hurt each other more than any other person ever will. You say I’ve changed, this is true because I don’t need you anymore. I finally realized you bring me down more than any other person I’ve known has. I’m such a stronger person now. You’ve changed more than you know or will admit to. Tell me I’m wrong, it won’t change the truth. You told me I wasn’t the person you wanted anymore. I can see that now. What we had was unexplainable and I will never forget or regret it. We’ve both grown in different directions and I hope those different directions lead us somewhere amazing. I’m upset about what is happening now. However, it hasn’t had a huge affect on me like everything else has. For once, I didn’t freak out, I didn’t break down, I didn’t hurt myself. I didn’t even post a ridiculous status aimed towards you on Facebook either. It just proved to me you’re not the person I used to love. I want you to know I am truly happy and think about you from time to time. I am also not mad at you and I do still claim to know you. I hope you have happiness like I do. I hope things don’t stay like this.

9. Before you, I was never so emotional. No one could make me cry, and no one made me think so hard. But now the tears flow like rain from the saddest sky there is, and my frantic thoughts are tearing me apart. I’m not going to let it end this way. I’m done feeling sorry for myself, and I’m done being broken, and I’m done letting you make me feel like that at all. I’m going to make myself stronger, no matter how I have to do it, because these thoughts are enough to drive someone insane, and I’m not going to let that be me anymore. I’m taking a stand.

10. I’m the girl that prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I’m the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. I’m the girl who would enjoy a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I’m the girl who won’t make you hold her bags, but would rather hold your hand instead. I’m the girl who will love you more than you could possible dream of. I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile.

11. Basically, I wish that you loved me. I wish that you needed me. I wish that you knew when I said two sugar, I actually meant three. I wish that without me your heart would break. I wish that without me you’d be spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish that without me you couldn’t eat. I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

12. I could write about him endlessly. I could paint him with the most beautiful sway of words, creating the image of him in my head or as a masterpiece on paper. But I chose not to. I chose to be stronger than him. If he could throw me away so easily without looking back, than I refuse to praise him any longer. He is the one who is losing something. He’ll never know how strongly one girl loved him. Loved him for everything he was; flaws and all. It is not my fault he couldn’t care less. It’s not my loss. He’ll never get to read these words I wrote for him. These will be the last words I write in his name. This is his last page, but it’s only my first. Good riddance. 

13. Those minutes where I’m alone, just me and my pillow, I think. A lot. I think about everything, anything. It varies from, “What am I doing with my life?” to “Did I have homework?” The room is so silent, but my mind is so loud. It drives me crazy because the things I would never think about, I think about. Sometimes I hate it, because it brings up things I’d rather never think about again. The split second before I go to sleep is the most active second of my life.

14. The truth is, I’m one of those few people who actually cares when I ask “What’s wrong?” The only problem is that I usually have no idea what to say afterwards or how to make it better. I try not to use phrases like, “That sucks” or “I’m sorry”, but I still can never find the right words to say. But I promise, I will always listen. I guess that’s all I can do. 

15. No, I’m not a bitch. I’ve just been through a few things, seen a few things been there and done that. Yes, I guess I’m cold now. But only because I once gave a damn about someone who didn’t give a damn about me. I’ve built a wall around myself, to protect my heart from more hurt and damage. I won’t believe you if you tell me you’re different. Unless you stick around and prove it. Words no longer mean a thing. Your actions are everything.

16. Here’s to the kids who try their hardest to be good enough for everyone; who spend hours reading random quotes to find the right one; who listen to the same song dozens of times because the lyrics mean a lot; who deserve so much more than they get and are willing to fight for it and whose wish upon a shooting star was wasted on someone who will never care.

1. What I have with him is worth it. It is worth every lonely night, every tear I cry from missing him, and the pain I feel from not having him close. It is worth it because he is my one and only. When I picture myself years from now, I see only him. No matter how painful distance can be, not having him in my life would be worse.

2. I don’t get attached. I don’t want a relationship unless you can prove to me you’re not all the same. No, your words don’t mean shit to me. No, I don’t trust you. No, I don’t believe you. Promises are nothing but empty words to me. I know I’m not your one and only so don’t tell me I am. No, my smile doesn’t make your day. No, my laughter isn’t music to your ears. No, I’m not too good to be true so start with the truth. If I’m what you want, tell me why and tell me often. Tell me you love me, but only if you mean it. 

3. And after all of this, I’m still confused. I’m still not sure how I feel about you. I’m still not sure how you feel about me. I don’t know if you ever cried over me, like I cried over you. But one thing I’m certain about is, I will never find another you. 

4. Here’s a lesson for every girl out there: Never, ever settle. You may think you aren’t gorgeous or smart or have too many insecurities to count. But there is going to be someone in the world who truly loves you for you. Don’t ever think that you’ve got to put up with some boy’s rudeness because he’s the first one in a long time to show some interest. You are all beautiful in your own individual way, so never lower your standards.

5. An old man was sitting on a bench when a teenager with a rainbow Mohawk walked by. The old man stared at him. Seeing him stare, the teenager said, “What’s the matter old-timer, never done anything crazy in your life?” The old man replied, “Many years ago, I got drunk and had sex with a parrot. I was just wondering whether you were my son.”

6. I want somebody to sleep with for the rest of my life and cuddle up with during a movie on the couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Get lost in the woods together. Challenge me, challenge him. Talk about dreams, make dreams. Have fights, the kind that only really matter just as long as having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play hard sometimes and not worry about breaking a nail or an arm. A guy who will bring me flowers once in a while, maybe a rock too or a shell of some sort. Something he saw that made him think of me, made him think, “This might make my girl smile,” as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me, maybe even needs me, just a little, enough to hold onto me with everything he’s got.

7. Don’t go for looks; they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

8. You know what’s one of the best feelings? When someone you used to talk to everyday suddenly calls you just to catch up. But you know what’s even better? When they mention the smallest detail about you. And you thought they forgot everything.

9. I want to tell you how I feel. I want to tell you everything. I want you to know so I can let this off my chest. I’m scared, though. I’m scared of what you’ll think. I’m scared of pain, being hurt. I’m scared of rejection.

10. You know what drives me crazy? Mixed signals. If you don’t have feelings for me, tell me. I don’t want to waste my time. If you do have feelings for me, let me know before it’s too late. I don’t have time to mess around and have my heart played with.

11. Okay, you want the truth? You really fucking hurt me, and I don’t know how to forgive you. It’s not that I hate you it’s just that I can’t look at you without getting sick.

12. She doesn’t care if you call her and wake her up in the middle of the night. She hates arguing, but you know she’s good at it. She’s terrified of the dark, but when she thinks of you, she smiles. She laughs at your jokes, even if they’re dumb. She loves the way you look at her, and she wouldn’t change that for the world.

13. She’s moved on and I feel sorry for you because she thought you were the most amazing boy ever. If she could have any guy in the world, she would have picked you above all the others. She thought you were different, she was wrong. You’re just another guy to her now.

14. I can’t help but think that somewhere inside of you, i’m there. Somewhere between liking me and loving me and everything in the middle you got scared. The tingling and the butterflies terrified you. You didn’t know what could and couldn’t happen. I don’t think you can run away from tat feeling forever. I think you’re just going to eventually have to be okay with the fact that I make your stomach flip and your heart skip. Eventually you’ll realize it’s the best feeling in the world.

15. I like that with you. it gets better every day. You make me smile like an idiot and forget what I was saying. You make me crazy but I don’t really mind. You bring out the best in me. I’m so happy I found you I’ve got to have you.

16. I’m moving on. No more waiting. No more hurt. If you wanted me, you could have had me, for months you could have had me. But you didn’t. You blew your chances. Now, I hope your happy, living your life wondering “What would have happened if you took a chance with me?” cause I’m no longer here. I’m no longer waiting. 

1. And I wonder what goes through your head when you hear my name?

2. There once was a time when you were the one.

3. I hate leaving my house confident and looking good and then not see anyone of importance the entire day. What a waste.

4. See that girl with a smile on her face? She’s the best actress you’ve ever seen.

5. He already ruined your mascara, don’t let him ruin your life too, sweetie.

6. Mom: What did you learn in school today? Me: Obviously not enough, I have to go back tomorrow.

7. A fight was all she needed to give her a reason, she slammed the door with no goodbye and knew that it was time. Now she’s driving too fast, she didn’t care to glance behind. Through her tears she laughed, it’s time to kiss the past goodbye. I’m finally on my own, don’t try to tell me no. There’s so much more for me, just watch what I will be.

8. I guess whatever happened was for the best, but you should stop giving me those looks every other day because it makes me think that you still care and I know that you don’t. If you cared, you wouldn’t have said goodbye.

9. You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was just good for your ego. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life. But you didn’t love her, because you don’t destroy people you love.

10. I’m mad at myself, not you. I’m mad for always being nice. I’m mad for always apologizing for things I didn’t do. I’m mad for getting attached. I’m mad for depending on you and wasting my time on you. I’m mad for thinking about you, and most of all for not hating you when I should.

11. Give me one hint; just one tiny little thing. The brushing of your arm against mine or simply a smile that means more than hello, then I’ll know, and can stop wondering.

12. So let’s say that theoretically I really like you, and theoretically even though it sounds moronically cliche and overused, you give me butterflies and just for kicks, lets add that all in theory of course you may be one of the most wonderful people I have ever met, and hypothetically… my heart beats ten times faster when I see you. Do you think that you would supposedly( and in the most theoretical sense) feel the same way?

13. I’m actually not funny, I’m just really rude and people think I’m joking.

14. Nothing is the same anymore. The looks aren’t the same; the bond is not the same. Nothing is the same. I know we’ve fought to stay strong for a while, but sometimes I feel that being strong would mean letting go. So maybe one day, we won’t pretend anymore. So maybe one day, it will be okay again. That’s all I want. I don’t care what it takes; I want it to be okay again.

15. I want you to look back and miss me. Miss everything that we experienced, everything we’ve been through. I want to stand out in your mind. And although I told everyone that we would always be together, I know we won’t. But as long as I was the one that changed you, I know it will all be worth it. In the end, everything is perfect. I want you to look back and miss me. And one day, you will.

16. I guess what makes me different from most girls is that I’m not the type to squeal all over you and I don’t ask for your attention at all times. I know what I want and I know how to get it but I don’t hurt people along the way. I can be a bitch but I’m also a weird, obnoxious loser, but hey, that’s the truth in me. I guess you can say I’m complicated, but I’d rather be difficult than easy any day. I can be hard to figure out at times but if you know me, I’m not that much of a confusing person. So why don’t you actually open up your heart instead of your eyes and take a look at me, then tell me that you love me.

Obsessed with the band Plug In Stereo, especially their song “Oh Darling” <3

1. If he texts you late at night, he loves you. Before guys go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

2. Sometimes the best thing to do is wait for him to talk to you. Sometimes all he needs is time to fully understand what he’s missing out on.

3. He “misses” you now? He didn’t seem to miss you a week ago. Yesterday, even. What made him miss you today? If he didn’t miss you a week ago, he won’t miss you tomorrow.

4. And it just feels like my insides are in this constant battle, where one part of me just wants to be happy, confident, fine without you. But the other part..the other part just wants you to see just how you affect me, and exactly what you’ve done to me.

5. I don’t hate you cause you left, I hate you because you promised you wouldn’t.

6. We can’t go back to how things used to be. Nothing is ever going to be the same again. It’s not my fault, so don’t blame me. You’re the one who decided to leave me. This is our last hello, and our first goodbye. Don’t you ever forget that I love you. And that I always will. 

7. You broke my heart, promised you were different. Thank you for being like all the other guys. Really, thanks.

8. People always ask her why she puts up with all of his shit, and she doesn’t have any sort of answer. She just rolls her eyes, laughing, and says nothing. She acts embarrassed that someone called her out on it, but she wishes they would just open their eyes. She doesn’t know why, except for the fact that she accepts him. Hell, she adores him, as ridiculous as that is, and it’s beginning to baffle her how nobody sees that.

9. There are some things that I’ll never understand. I’ll never understand the goosebumps I get when first stepping into hot water. I’ll never understand the dreams I have with strangers in them, people I’ve never met or seen. I’ll never understand how a person can keep going back to the ones who hurt them. But what I do understand is that once we do understand everything, the world loses its shine. Curiosity killed the cat, but the cat had nine lives.

10. I just might be the pleasant dream that will haunt you for all time, sometimes perfect and serene, sometimes tearing at your mind. I just might be that scent of person on the pillow where I used to lay and I just might be the best damn thing that you ever threw away.

11. Your first mistake was leaving me. Your second mistake was giving me the chance to realize I could live without you.

12. Sometimes you will never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory.

13. You know, the right guy won’t change you. He won’t subtly pressure you. He won’t tell you who you can and can’t talk to about the two of you. He won’t hide the fact that you’re hanging out. He’s not gonna tell you you’re wrong for feeling..for being a girl. The right guy will show you off to his friends. He’ll take it as slow as you want. He’ll only go as far as you’re comfortable with. He’ll take you out to places, even if it’s just a fast food place or the store. He’ll actually sit through your stupid girly Disney movies with you because he wants to watch them with you. The right guy will come along someday, you just gotta tough it out and wait for him. But whatever you do, don’t settle. You deserve so much more.

14. I want to be the girl who makes your bad days better, and the one that makes you say “My life has changed since I met her.”

15. But I’ll stitch my eyes wide open cause I don’t wanna miss the look on your face when I drive away.

16. What am I fighting for? There must be something more. For all these words I say, do you feel anything?

I can’t believe summer is almost over. Where did it go? 

1. Let’s play again, but this time I’ll be player one and you can be player two. Now let me show you all the shit you put me through.

2. As soon as I accept that you’re gone, your back.

3. At least I expected the disappointment, right? I mean, I can’t say I was surprised you hurt me once again. I can’t say it hurt any less, either.

4. I’m mature enough to forgive you. But not stupid enough to trust you again.

5. If you want me, it takes more than a wink, more than a drink, and more than you think.

6. Just remember, you’re somebody’s reason to smile.

7. Partying like crazy, you know the drill. Tanning all day, nights dressed to kill. Nothings gonna replace these days in the heat. Summertime, life is oh so sweet.

8. Happiness is falling asleep next to you and waking up thinking I’m still in my dreams.

9. When friends fall in love, it means that they are meant for each other. When friends fall out of love, it means that they want to keep each other forever.

10. Last night I cried myself to sleep. I kept contemplating over the things you told me; everything. Just thinking about how you made me cry uncontrollably. I hate this feeling, I really do. Honestly, I’ve tried to let go of you but I just can’t, & I really don’t want to either. I thought everything you told meant something & I still want to believe it, but you’re with her & I’ve never seen you so happy before. I can’t deal with the fact that she’s the one you’re thinking about, she’s the one you hug & kiss, she’s the one you call every single day.

11. Growing up back then had its perks. We watched great television and learned how computers worked. But before you dismiss us as a shallow sugary cereal generation, take a look at our life education. You may have seen your president get shot, but we see brutal violence in our school parking lots. You came out of Vietnam with a few heroes, but there were a lot of deaths at ground zero. You were judged by your color and race, but that was before school shootings took place. So life may have been tough back in 1967, but was it worse than seeing what happened on 9/11. Was the media pumping you with fear all the time? Harvard was a famous school not columbine. And no one knew what mad cow disease was. You fought battles overseas but we fight ones with ourselves daily. So next time you think you’re traumatized and real, we’ll be in the bathroom throwing up our meals.

12. I’m a sucker for the sweet talkers; the ones that treat me right. The ones that call randomly or to just say good night. The ones that pull my hair back loosely behind my ears. The ones that challenge me an make me face my fears.

13. Being a real man doesn’t mean you sleep with a 100 girls. It means you fight for one girl even when 99 others are chasing you.

14. No matter how hard you try to get over someone, you will still have some sort of feeling for them, remembering the ways things used to be, and how they are now. And you sometimes hope that the new person in their life was still you, and everything was how it used o be, erasing all the bad things that happened. Time is supposed to make things better, but in love it doesn’t. Although we have been apart for a while, and now have different loves in our life, I still can’t help wondering how your life is, and when I catch you glancing at me, I can’t help but wonder if you heart beats a little faster, as mine does when I see you.

15. I miss you, but I can’t tell if you even want to talk to me anymore.

16. I know that you didn’t mean it and I know that you think saying sorry will make it better, but that’s not how the world works. It’s an imperfect world and feelings just don’t go away that fast. So either you never really loved me or you’re just hiding it because you’re scared. Well let me tell you; hiding something will get you nowhere and lying sure as hell won’t make you happy so go ahead and leave me, but in the end you will see your mistake and come back. But you now what? I won’t be here. 

I went to Musikfest last night. Very crowded but a lot of fun! Had a great time! (:

1. I wonder how many people lose the only person in their life that will ever get their whole heart.  I wonder how many people just let go because they think it will be easier. I wonder what it is like to have to move on, but knowing that you will always want him over anyone else. Well for all those people I have some advice; When you finally find him, when he makes you happier then anyone else, never let him slip away. Hold on with everything you got and fight till the very end. Because all your life you will have him in the back of your mind. Sure you’ll love again, but will it be the same? Never. Because he was the one.

2. These other guys are sweet, and they treat me right, but none of them give me the feelings I got around you. But I guess I’ve learned to accept second best, because that’s all anyone’s been since I met you.

3. Don’t ask yourself what you did wrong or how you could have done it differently. Don’t waste you valuable heart and mind trying to figure out why he did what he did, or thinking back on all the things he said, and wondering what was the truth and what was the lie. The only thing you need to know is that it’s really good news: He’s gone.

4. It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move one but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it. 

5. The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging, and you have to act like you don’t care at all.

6. You know those nights where you just stay up all night? Doing whatever it takes to not fall asleep on someone, because you just want to keep on talking to them. Even if it gets real late, you don’t even mind it one bit, ‘Cause you think to yourself, it’s all worth it.

7. It’s getting so hard to be around you. Because every time I see you, I see a stranger. You’ve changed, and I just miss the person you used to be. The one that cared, the one that wouldn’t ever hurt me, not if they could help it. But now, now all you care about is yourself. Maybe you never did care in the first place, I’m not sure. All I know is the person I loved so much is no longer there. Nothing is left of you. Everything has changed, and I miss the person you used to be.

8. Do you ever wonder? I mean about us, what happened? It was almost like our relationship was a price of paper crumbled up and thrown away; forgotten. What might have happened if we didn’t throw it away? Maybe we would still be together or maybe not. Or maybe secretly we haven’t thrown it away yet. We’re saving it because we’re hoping someday we can pull it out of our pockets and rekindle what we once had. Or maybe it’s not even that we want it back, maybe it’s that we don’t want to lose what we had but at the same time, we know it’s already lost. I wonder that a lot and I wonder if you wonder sometimes too.

9. Sorry for the trouble I put you and your heart through, god only know I’d do anything for part two. <3

10. Sorry sweetie, but no. Alcohol is not an excuse for being a dirty slut. Nice try though.

11. You are nothing but an asshole. You were rude and self absorbed. And because of that, I’m done. I thought I ruined this, I thought I wasn’t good enough, that you destroyed me. That I missed out. But to be honest, you ruined everything, you always ruin everything. And you will never ever get the satisfaction of knowing that you destroyed me, because you didn’t. Im stronger now because of this, I’m not stronger because of you. I’m stronger because of what I did. And kid, fuck you. You missed out.

12. Every girl before me was a mistake and every girl after me will be a downgrade.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in nor order whatsoever)

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.

Day Ten: I don’t really have anything to confess at the moment. 

1. Girls are good at faking smiles, but guys are good at faking their feelings.

2. I know I’m not the girl of your dreams, but you’re the guy in mine. And it’s hard to forget you when you’re in them all the time.

3. I believe in love, and in arguing, in smiling until your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry. I believe in being told you’re beautiful, dancing in the rain and miracles. I believe in second chances, even when you’ve completely screwed up.

4. You know what? If you don’t want to be in my life, it’s your fucking loss.

5. You know why he treats you the way he does? Because you throw yourself on the ground and act like a rug he can wipe his feet on.

6. He turned around and looked right at me and said nothing. Not even hi. It was as if the months we had spent together, the time I spent loving him, just weren’t important, as if they never happened.

7. I don’t know where we are. Sometimes I feel like we’re friends, sometimes I feel like we’re more than friends, but sometimes I feel like we’re total strangers.

8. I’m so scared that I’ll want to love you forever and you’ll only want me for a few moments in your life.

9. Never dump the guy who will do anything for you, for the guy who will do anything to you.

10. I decided that enough is enough That since you obviously don’t care about me anymore, I am going to just move on. Easier said than done I suppose, because at the end of the day I’m staring out the window with these tears on my cheeks. Look what you’ve done to me.

11. At the end of the day, you’re the one that pushed me away. Not the other way around. So don’t act like this is my fault. You had a choice to make and you made the wrong one. That’s something you’ve gotta learn to live with. I’m done saving you.

12. The scariest thing about distance is that you don’t know whether they’ll miss you or forget you.

13. Your friends are your release; they’re who you have the most fun with. And yet when the going gets tough, those people turn around and suddenly, they’re not just making you laugh. They’re being this rock and giving you all their advice, even though you’re so much your own person. If you dissect yourself, I guarantee you, your friends are in there. Their influence is incredible. They’re the people whom you need most in your life.

14. You can tell me a hundred times that you’re sorry, and a thousand more that it won’t happen again. You know I love you more than anyone in this world, but all these lies? I’m sorry, I can’t deal with that.

15. He broke up with you, right? After telling you he loved you and calling you pet names like baby and cutie? Yeah, I know he lavished you in compliments, only to put himself down so you would stroke his fakely low ego. DId he tell you that you were beautiful? I bet he promised you a personalized song. Or maybe he’d always mention how he was lying in bed and wished you were there. He dragged “I love you” out of you, didn’t he? Yeah, don’t deny it. He would talk to you last thing at night and first thing in the morning. He constantly mentioned losing sleep over you, every night, but we both know he slept like a rock. He made you love pictures that were just sort of “bleh” before. Did you delete those pictures after he broke your heart? Yeah, me too. All of your friends hate him now, don’t they? Remember how happy they were for you? They warned you. Just remember, it’s okay to cry. And referring to him as “asshole” is perfectly expected. Because, trust me, you’ll end up talking about him just as often, if not more, than before the break up. There will be the one time’s and the I remembers, and once you think you’re over him, watch out. You better keep your eyes closed in the hallways, because I promise you, the next time you see him, he’ll be all over some other girl. A little part of you will want to warn her, but nobody will blame you for hating her and for blaming her for your pain. Yeah, you’ll compare all guys to him, because aside from the man-whorish, heart-breaker thing, he was perfect. He was everything you had ever wanted. Or maybe you made that up. Maybe, the second he started to show interest, you made up this perfect guy in your head, and he just happened to be just like him. Listen, you will find the perfect guy for you just like everybody says you will, and it will be soon. Okay, so I didn’t believe it either, but I’m starting to. The most important thing though is don’t let him know he hurt you. Don’t let him know he could have you back in a heartbeat. Don’t give him that satisfaction. Make him think you’re completely happy. When he decides to wave at you like nothing ever happened, wave back, sure. But don’t smile. Make him think he meant as little to you, as you obviously meant to him.

16. She wanted love, he wanted fun. Boys and mascara, they always run.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in nor order whatsoever)

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.

Day Nine: Two smileys that explain my life right now are >:) I’m pissed and :? confused.

1. I’m scared to move on because I’m worried that the second I’m happy with someone else, you’ll pop up and ruin it. Ruin it by telling me you want me, and that you’re sorry, and that you like me ‘kinda a lot’, and that you miss me ‘kinda a lot’. I’m worried that I’ll get so confused because I’ll be so happy with him, but of course I’ll still want you, and that will make me start crying all the time, end up losing the best relationship I ever had, just have you get bored again and move onto some slut. The worst part about all of this? I can see you doing it, because you want me hooked, you want me as an option, even if it is an option you’ll never take,

2. Even when you think you’re finally over that boy, and think you like someone else, you start reading quotes and its still the same boy that pops into you’re head, not the new one.

3. The flutters of butterfly wings in the pit of my stomach, the tingle that surfaced under my skin when we touched, the glance from the corner of our eyes that made me smile, and the deep warm whole feeling between my chest. When you left, you didn’t just take you; you took it all.

4. I know you messed up, but I was willing to forgive you because that’s how happy you make me. But you gave up, you didn’t fight for me. You backed out when one thing went wrong, and thats what hurts the most. You see me and look right through me, stop pretending Im invisible.

5. You say I only hear what I want to but if that was true I’d hear you say I love you. <3

6. “I want the moon and the stars, I want the whole nine yards,. I want your hands on my hips, I want you kissing my lips.”

7. If nothing lasts forever, will you be my nothing?

8. Cool story bro, now in which chapter do you shut the fuck up?

9. Just watch as my wildest dreams come true, not one of them involving you.

10. The worse pain for a female is wen she smiles, just to keep the tears from falling, and sleeps, just so she doesn’t have to think about it.

11. It’s almost like you had it planned, like you smiled, took my hand and said “I’m going to screw you over.”

12. Seems like you have a case of being a little bitch. I think you need a heavy dose prescription of man the fuck up.

^ me and my girls<3

13. This is for the assholes that pay girls, the assholes that go through their phone and pick a few girls and text them all. Saying the same shit. Saying how beautiful they are. How they need to hang out. How much they miss them. This is for the assholes that want to have options and not just settle down for one girl. And this is especially for the ones that don’t even realize it. That don’t feel one bit of remorse for the shit they do. The hearts they break. The girls they hurt. THis is for the assholes that won’t ever change, and for the girls that can never get over them.

14. Not all guys want sex, because some of them want a relationship. Not all guys like Black Ops, because loving you is more fun. Not all men will hurt you, because some men are decent people. Not all men will abuse you, because some men like to see you smile. However, all those guys are gay.

^ me and my twin

15. Did you tell her she’s your second choice? Cause I wouldn’t be your little toy. Ain’t no man inside her lucky boy. I guess you finally found someone who’s everything that I couldn’t be. I just couldn’t see myself as Mrs. You Can Walk All Over Me. So tell me, who’s the lucky girl? I guess you finally found someone who’s everything that I couldn’t be.

16. Boys think of girls just like books. If the cover doesn’t catch their eyes, they won’t even bother to read what’s inside.

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